Dreamer of Dreams ([info]gracemyheart) wrote,
@ 2007-10-24 10:41:00
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Current mood: Emotional
Current music:Lacuna Coil - Heir of a Dying Day
Entry tags:emotions, sadness, thoughts

feeling crappy
I haven't checked LJ in forever, I'm not going to today either.
I just wanted to let you all know that I am alive. I'm just feeling out of sorts. Stress and hormones really make for a bad Melissa. I'm working on so many things right now, lj just sort of takes a back burner... I'm sorry guys. I really feel bad that I can't keep up with my friends.
There may be another friends cut. Please, once again, don't hate me. It's really not healthy when I feel like I can't write in my own journal. Regardless of the f-lock or the previous cuts, so yes, if there's a cut- Well, we'll just say that I'm doing it for me.

I hope you are all having a good month, week, day etc. I'm going back to my sewing machine and then maybe I'll go take a walk.


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[info]mermaiden
2007-10-24 04:50 pm UTC (link)
:/ *hugs* Please feel better, sweetie...

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[info]ssfseiyakou
2007-10-24 05:42 pm UTC (link)
I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

And if you feel the need to cut me, it's OK. I understand and respect you enough to wish you the best.

<3333

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[info]gracemyheart
2007-10-24 05:53 pm UTC (link)
.....is that a suggestion for me to cut you? O.o
lol, cause uhm... not happening.

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[info]ssfseiyakou
2007-10-24 07:39 pm UTC (link)
No. I said what I meant, and I meant what I said. If I wanted you to remove me, I would have said so. <3333

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[info]gracemyheart
2007-10-24 08:41 pm UTC (link)
It just seemed a bit... sudden? I guess it was something I never even dreamed of hearing from you, cause you know.. there is much loves and stuff. And I'm glad that you wants to stay! :)
*hugs*

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[info]ssfseiyakou
2007-10-24 09:20 pm UTC (link)
I didn't mean it to be. I meant it to be a sign of respect for you, darling. That's all. (Meaning I respect you enough to go, if you so wish. Like the old "if you love someone, set them free" addage.)

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[info]gracemyheart
2007-10-24 09:50 pm UTC (link)
No worries :D
I can understand that now, after talking etc. lol. You have to remember, I still am terribly blond under all this red dye.

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[info]soul_masque
2007-10-24 07:20 pm UTC (link)
Have you considered doing private postings just so you can get stuff off your chest. Then no one will read them, unless you want some people to read them.

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[info]gracemyheart
2007-10-25 07:51 pm UTC (link)
Private posts, to me, destroy the point of an lj. I can do "private" posts in my hard bound journal and it's a lot more secure as well.
But thank you for the suggestion! :)

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[info]analog_angel
2007-10-24 08:27 pm UTC (link)
I ignore LiveJournal about as much as you do, so if you friend-cut me, I'll understand. =p

If you even remember who I am, I'll be happy, though. =)

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[info]gallyko
2007-10-24 09:49 pm UTC (link)
Here's hoping everything works out for you and hopefully you find a time to update again ^.^

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[info]dependonyou
2007-10-25 12:51 pm UTC (link)
::just hugs you tightly and loves on you::

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[info]sapphic_lens
2007-10-25 05:25 pm UTC (link)
I really don't care that you cut me, I just wish you'd make up your mind. You add me, then you cut me, then you add me again.. keep me on or keep me off.

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[info]gracemyheart
2007-10-25 07:50 pm UTC (link)
I do apologize for adding and then taking you off. I figure that all I was on your lj for was to look at your photography, and I can do that on deviantart. I had hoped to rekindle a friendship by adding you, but as neither of us made large (or even small in my cases) jump towards trying to get together etc I figured that I would continue to watch from afar, enjoying your skills in photography.

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